Day Sixteen

Have you ever missed a work out just because you couldn't be bothered?
Yep... all the time... and I make excuses for it as well... I am soooooo LAZY!

I am doing good now tho....
went today and yesterday
off to bed now xxx

Day Fifteen

What is your favourite kind of Exercise?
Dancing, or classes. I would like to run but I fucked up my ankles for that

Weekly Challenge: Add an extra 30 minutes to each work out this week, or if you weren't going to work out at all one day work out for 30minutes!!!


Nothing interesting happened today, just did errands, and such, went to the gym for 30mins before work. I wasn't going to but I did

Day Fourteen

Do you ever allow yourself a "rest day" from exercise, or a "cheat day" from your diet?
Not intentionally, but yes and its always Sunday, today actually.... I can't go to the gym coz of work, and I like croissants at work :s

But today after work I am going to clean my room until it is super clean, and then crash into bed with no tea
:P

Yeah so I am back home.... not home with parents home, I am back in my flat home.... walk into the flat this morning and HOLY MOTHER OF SWEET BABY JESUS! my flatmate has somewhat done some dishes..... O_O

xx better get ready for work xx

Day Thirteen

Is your diet ever negatively influenced by your friends? Do they pressure/tempt you to eat unhealthy food?
Oh boy do they ever!!!!! My binges normally come because I am hanging with my friends, an ice cream here, some mc donalds there..... they don't pressure me in anyway but yes my diet is negatively influenced by friends (not all because like I said yesterday some of them are health freaks)

Anyway this morning I went to the gym with mum again and we went to the body combat class, which I also did on Tuesday, buuuuut it may be hard but apparently you burn roughly 545calories from this class, so, so far I am negative 200(give or take)
Now I was asked by xXpOsErXx: What do you eat in an average day?
Haha well that really depends because some days I like food and other days I don't.
On a day I like food normally goes like this (and normally is when I am working - damn supermarket!!)
Breakfast: Apple or Porridge/Oatmeal
Snack: Apple or Croissant w/ butter
Lunch: Bacon Salad Sandwich or really unhealthy shit like chips or biscuits, maybe subway
Snack: Tea
Dinner: Cup of soup or nothing

These days are rare, like once a week but then it is good to treat yourself every now and again or I find that if I don't I can binge like there is no fucking tomorrow

on a day where I feel guilty normally my intake is low I normally skip one meal
Breakfast: (I mainly skip this, normally because I am up late or because I lie in bed all day... don't know which is more popular for me, but it is bad so I don't recommend it at all!!!) Um if I do eat breakfast it is either an apple, 1/2 cup oatmeal to make porridge, or 1 cup skim milk with 3 teaspoons of cadbury drinking chocolate
Lunch: I hardly ever skip this unless I have had a big breakfast. but this consists of one of these, 1 egg with a slice of toast, 1/2 tuna sandwich (1 piece bread folded in half with tuna, no butter, no mayo), small garden salad, tuna salad, cup of soup or an apple
Dinner: is pretty much the same as lunch but sometimes I do have like some chicken or steak to keep up my protein and iron etc.. (and if I were to skip, dinner is the best one I skip so it means I eat breakfast)
Snacks: Raw fruits or veges

But on top of this I exercise at least for 30mins a day even if it is dancing crazily around my room or a quick walk. And I also take VITAMINS! you need to keep them up!!! Calcium, Iron, Zinc, Vitamin C etc etc...... they stop you from getting sick!!!!!!
yes sir

xx well I am off to soak in the sun xx
loveya'll

Day Twelve

Day eleven: What are your family's eating habits? 
Ummmm well because I don't live with them any more so I don't see them very much, but what I do know is that BIG dinners are a must (even with thanksgiving dinner last night, I got out of eating half of it) and breakfast is a normal thing, with lunches prepared for you when you have school that day. Weekends are horrible... Friday night is Pizza/Take out night. Saturday is normally whatever you want for lunch that is in our cupboard such as noodles etc... and sunday morning is normally a cooked breakfast or something.

Day Twelve: What are your friends eating habits like?
Well that really depends, I have friends who eat healthy, I have crash dieters that then binge to the days, I have friends who can eat whatever they want and get away with it.


Ooops totally forgot to post yesterday!!! Was super super busy...
I am at home now just for the weekend. So I was doing a bunch of stuff with mother woo
I got my hair done, I am blonde again (o How I have missed it!!!) and I got my legs waxed and bikini line waxed in prep for bikini season... that was fun.
And then I got a Christmas decoration and came home. and by that time it was 6.45 and it was dinner time. which is always crazy... my brother F is 15 and has major attitude problems like crrraaaaazy its ridiculous, and dinner turned into yelling matches, O how I love to be home.
I ate 1/2C stuffing, 2 potatoes, 2 heads of broccoli, and 3 forkfuls of chicken, and somehow got away with the "I am not hungry excuse"........... never got away with it before, but hey not complaining!!!!!

Today I went to the gym at 6am with mum, then at 7 came home and climbed into bed and only just woke up at 11:30 :) sunbathing may be in the cards today!!!

speaking of the gym I now weigh 69kgs which is 152lbs.... which mean I have dropped 4kgs/8lbs roughly give or take!!!!!!!! but 4kgs in 2 weeks is good for me... because actually on sunday I weighed 72ish so I dropped 3kgs in a week which makes me smile.... hopefully by the 20th December I am atleast 62kgs :D (146lbs)

COMMENTS!
xXpOsErXx: I don't know how long I am going to do this, but I am doing the 60day challenge, so maybe until the 60days are up, but still try and continue posting everyday... YEAH I know how much calories are in Alcohol, and I know I am loosing weight, but if I just cut alcohol out completely it will drop much faster, but being a student it is part of a lifestyle, expesh in New Zealand. I know I don't have to drink, but I still do it, I enjoy the feeling of being drunk :) Also I think the gym helps a lot!!!!! x

ciao bellas

Day ten

do you eat breakfast? what do you usually have?
No... no I actually I don't normally eat breakfast, I mean I try toooooooo but I just don't like it, but if I do I eat oatmeal (porridge) or an apple

weeeeeeeeeeeeell I am DRRRRRuuUUUUUUUnk!!!
$1 wines are the best thing ever invented

anyways went to the gym yesterday with a friend and did body combat.... I hurt!
its like punching and shit
I pretended to punch thy flatmate....
hahahahhahahahhaha
sooorry babes
far too drunk
8 wines later
xxxxxxxxxx

P.S I know your reading xx

Day Nine

What is your favourite food, healthy or unhealthy?
My favourite food? ummmmmmm good question... prolly fries.... no potato, you can make all the carb stuff that I like out of them.... I love them, can't get enough of them... but then I don't like what the do. Maybe it's because I am Irish?

Is it just me, or are you guys like this? But do you stress when you can't control what you eat or when you eat?
Like last night I wanted to make a salad, which is what started the argument about the dishes with my flatmate, but there were no clean plates or anything, so I actually got really stressed and anxious, like I have no idea, this hasn't happened before, maybe because I have never not been able to not eat when I want to, but the thing is, is that I felt that ana had given me permission to eat and I couldn't... I actually cried because I wasn't allowed to have my salad... Never has happened before, and I really didn't like the feeling. I like couldn't breathe. It was horrible. Have any of you pretty ladies, had that feeling before?

xx

Cheese and gherkins

So I lied....

I am going to have some cheese and gherkins... maybe... if I get hungry, but all I have had so far today is a Large Blue V which actually tastes pretty good. I have a coke zero on hand for before work. I am going to the gym in 15minutes because I feel like I need to get rid of some anger issues towards my flatmate... hopefully I don't pass out.. :s don't think I will though

Love ya'll

(sorry about the double post haha)

xx

Day Eight

Good morning bloggers, and non bloggers
Day Sevens Question: Do your friends and family know you are trying to lose weight?
Some friends know, but they don't know to what extent.

Week 2 challenge!!!
GET ORGANISED! This week try to plan tomorrows meal the night before


Day Eight: Name 5 things you like about your body and the one part you would like to change the most.
This will be hard ummmm...

1. I like my collar bones.... they are beautiful and never seem to gain much fat around them when I gain weight.
2. My back, it is beautiful, I love the different contours it has, and when I get skinnier it will be even more beautiful.
3. My breasts, they are small but I like them. 12AA(nz size) woooo..... 
4. ummmmmmm... my shoulders
5. my tummy, its hardly ever not flat, I put the fat around my legs, bum, and too the sides of my stomach and my arms

and the one part I would like to change the most... would be my legs starting at my hips and ending at my ankles.

Not eating today I have decided... just tea... YUM!

xx

Day Seven

3:15am: Ok I am so over boys... well no not over them, I am over the type that I seem to like that like me back, I guess. At the moment there is this boy... lets call him J... so J is very um clingy, he like constintly wants to hang out its starting to piss me off like OMG!!!! Boys who like me always want to be around me a lot.... and like I love my space, I love ME time!!! ME! not me and you J... Gah! I do like him, but seriously him wanting to hang every night is starting to get on my fucking nerves!!!

8:13pm: Ok so for the past 2 weeks... I haven't eaten much in my flat, I have either snacked, bought take out, eaten at work or just used my one bowl with my one spoon. How the fuck are all the dishes used?! Oh I know my flatmate is a slob.... he expects me to clean. He doesn't have a job, he does nothing all day! I have asked him a few times to do the dishes, and he just fucking doesn't. I just asked him to do it, because I am working full time now, and when I am not working I am sleeping. I am soooooo tired and I am stress eating sort of... because all the food I eat is crap because I can't even use the fridge because it is disgusting! I have no food in the house for me and it is just getting worse. Fuck he irritates me!

Day Six

Have you ever been overweight or underweight?
Nope never, but I feel like I am overweight like all the time even though I am not. My measurements are 15cm under and my weight is 6kgs or something under to be classified for being over weight.

Sorry girlies have to go to the gym before work so hopefully I will give you a full update on my life tomorrow night xx

Day Five

Is there any specific event you want to lose the weight for?

Nope not particularly.... I just want to fit that bloody dress I wore last year ton the leaving dinner for my school

sorry girls I am far to drunk to post.... tomorrow morning maybe 

xoxox

Day Four

Do you work out? How many times a week?
Yes... sometimes. It depends how motivated I am that week. Like this week I haven't gone even though I keep saying I will. But I am going tonight after work because I finish before the gym closes. but I do aim for at least 4 times a week.

Today's Menu:
Breakfast: 4 strawberries with chocolate sauce, 3 without (fail on weekly challenge)
Lunch: Tuna Salad
Dinner: NOTHING!


Last night I saw the first part of breaking dawn.... and I actually kinda enjoyed it... a lot! Actually I loved the first 5 minutes of it.... but that may have something to do with Jacob taking his shirt of but you know whatever.
But anyway, at the Movies I ate, 12 strawberries, and 1/2 a bag of Shapes Roadies; Peri Peri Chicken. I feel a little guilty but then I did only end up having 1/2 a cup oatmeal, and a 6ft sub from subway. Why didn't I have a tuna salad? Because my flatmate is a dick.... pretty much I have no where to cook because he doesn't was any of his dishes, he expects me too, and his milk leaked in the fridge and all through my gianormous bag of lettuce... I want to punch him in the face atm. (but he still better than my old flatmates)
Right I'd better be off have work in an hour... still haven't gotten out of bed yet haha :)
xx

Day Three

Do you count calories? What is your daily calorie goal/allowance?
I used to count calories... and still do kind of. But when I had like an allowance or a goal of how much I needed to stay under if I went over I would have like a breakdown... so I am just setting meal plans... its working out way better.

Today's Menu:
Breakfast: was asleep until 12
Lunch: tuna salad
Dinner: tuna salad


Off to the twilight midnight screening tonight!!!! and I also have work until 11 should be fun....?
xx

Day Two

Good Morning Angels!!!!

this is probably the earliest I have been awake in weeks...... and its only like 9:30am... not that early

but I am quite proud... it is better than 2pm

Today's Menu:

Breakfast: 1C extra slim milk

                1/2C oatmeal

Lunch: n/a

Dinner: Apple

            1/2 tuna sandwich

I have like nothing to do any more now that it is the summer holidays apart from work and the gym it is pretty exciting... thank god it isn't quite warm enough for swimming or else I think I would cry!!!

I have a work Christmas party on the 3rd December, and I have this dress I used to fit when I was 145lbs on the 2nd December last year... aaaaand I really want to be able to wear it again... so there is a goal and I will hopefully be skinnier than I was last year and it wont be a tight squeeze as it was the year before.

40 days until Christmas (including today) and so it is a must to be thin.... a need to be. I hate my bum and legs

oh and also I am doing the 60 day challenge 

but I am starting today... but including yesterday if that makes sense haha

anyways

Weekly Challenge: Pick one unhealthy food or habit you have and aim to go 7 days without eating/doing it.

Chocolate.... hands down! Cannot go a week with out it... Lets see how that goes.

Day One: How tall are you? What do you currently weigh? And what do you hope to weigh after the 60 days? 

I am 5'10"11, I weigh 160lbs, and I hope to weigh 130lbs after the 60 days

Day Two: What is your MAIN reason for wanting to lose weight? (be honest)

Honestly it's because I hate my body..... well no I don't hate it 100% their are things I like. But truly I just want to be thin for bikini season

Also I found this picture that is from 2 years ago.... taken around the 24 Nov 2009..... I was some crazy diet.... like always I am going to keep it up, coz seriously... I don't really care, it is a known fact that I want to be thin.... just people don't know how thin.... I don't think its thin its more like Miranda Kerr thin. healthy thin. So anyway if I look like this  again I think I would be happy.... I was 135 here.... although 130, or 125 wont hurt

xxxxx

ciao bellas

Day One

Ok so I am officially on a major cut back on food as the bikini season begins very soon. No Chocolate. No fries. No fried food. No butter. I will be having a very bland and limited diet until I reach my first GW of 135lbs... hopefully by the 30th... but since I am starting at 160lbs (yes I know I am back up there again) I have a ton of work ahead of me. but anyways....

Today's Menu:
Breakfast: 1C extra slim milk w/ drinking chocolate
                Apple
Lunch:     N/A
Dinner:    1/2 tuna sandwich


I am going to the gym at 1:30 today until 3.... Then I have work at 4 so that should be all good. Just can't bring my eftpos with me, because that always ends really really bad. REALLY BAD! like chicken nuggets, fries, chips(crisps), chocolate...... you get the picture. Working in a supermarket sucks. Well not really but it sucks due to all the food. Where I really want to work is a clothing store. And I could easily get a job in one but the hours are less, and if you want time off it wont be as flexible as where I work now. I may try to get one next summer though.

xxxx
ciao bellas




 

sucks to suck

So... (Saturday 12:20pm)
I have an exam at 2:30 today (on a fucking saturday.... DA FUCK?!!!).... Don't wanna talk about it
Put on a whole lot of weight.... Don't wanna talk about it

(Sunday 3:36am)
My flatmate has left the halls and gone home
my friend has gone for summer
I got called fat walking home from town

I am super tired
my room is a mess
I am drunk
aaaaaand I have work tomorrow....

the only good thing is that it is SUMMER FREAKING VACATION BABY!

off now to coma from all the wonderful beers. tequila. and whatever I had managed to consume today.... Hangover tomorrow may be bad... so pop some paracetamol and water should be all good
love y'all
sorry for being a no show for a while.... study and assignments and work suck and suck all my time up... but dw I have been reading your blogs! PROMISE
xx