Day 1

Day: 1 

weight: unknown

Amount: 500

Breakfast: small Iced Chocolate w/ marshmellows and cream (250)

Lunch: 1/2 Canned Chicken w/ light mayo (110)

Dinner: 1/2 Burrito (200)

total = 560

Exercise: 

walking 3km (180)

sit ups (60)

total = 240

net total = 320

I decided this morning that I wanted to do the ABC diet first then after the 50days move on to the 2-4-6-8

and I printed off a check list on what day I completed.... so hopefully in 7weeks and 1day I will be the tinier than I began :)
Wish me Luck :)

xx


p.s comments 
~christy~  and M: As you may be able to see I have decided to change diets but you can join in is you want xx

I think I am going to start th 2-4-6-8 diet starting tomorrow
so really it will be 200cals and less
hopefully I can stick to it
maybe I will do the ABC after

PAPER THIN WALLS!!!

OK so my flat mate just had a huge drunken argument with her boyfriend.... and they know I am awake doing homework... I think....... but ummmmm yeah they are making up...... and the walls are paper thin

sometimes life just sucks in general

I am sooooo tired.... just woke up from a great night in town....

Mich :) thanks for that made me smile :D <----like that haha I do have an hour glass but I do not enjoy the tummy or the muffins if you get what I mean xx.... and btw thanks muchly for the tarot x

Sunshinechild :) am going to be motivated from now on :D

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Soooooo shattered I wasn't even able to finish my post.

what a lame duck/goose/whatever

My body has been to fucked up to function

sooo fucked up that I don't realise that I am eating until its too late... anyway.... today I went shopping its an addiction. a really bad bad bad addiction. I have spent an awful amount of money on clothes the past 4days...... on Wednesday night whilst drunk I purchased a pair of lovely boots from asos.com. on Thursday on asos.com I bought a maxi dress, a shirt, a skirt, a bag and a jumper. and then on Friday i hid my card so i wouldn't spend any money......... well i didn't spend any on clothes, but alcohol on the other hand! Yep. AND today I bought a velvet dress a size smaller than what I am so I can work my way into the dress.... and a tube skirt, a bandeau bra thing, 2 pairs of tights, socks, and some cute velvet bows.............. UM I think I have a problem!!!
I spent over $300NZD on this!!!! and on top of that I bought paint party tickets (59.99 + 3bf) I defs have a problem!!!
I AM HIDING MY CARDS RIGHT NOW!!!!

SO yeah today I went shopping and hung out with the guys...... it really annoys me because I am in the "friend" category and was put in there from the get go..... and now I am starting to like one of the guys, and have for about a week now.... and then the most horrible things happen he gets with my friend..... I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

time do catch up on uni homework now xx

now

I really didn't want to put pictures up..... but I think it will make me more motivated if you girls are able to see the mess I have become.... because last February I was at my all time low of 132..... and then thought it would be a good idea to eat too much junk and now I am paying for it now.

My weight is unknown..... but I will guess about 150lbs

caffine

ok so I am officially awake..... soooooo much caffine has entered my body so I am able to saty away and catch up on desperate housewives..... i have missed watching it so so so much!

OK i am now on the tea diet... idk if it even exists but i am only going to drink tea for 3days straight :) i wonder if it will work.........
I will upload a before pic in about 3 maybe 4 hours when I go to bed

for now xx

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OK so down to my extreme hype my brain isn't functioning properly..... maybe its because its confused weather to be tired or awake....

but in such confusion blonde me wrote "OK i am now on the tea diet... idk if it even exists but i am only going to drink tea for 3days straight :) i wonder if it will work.........." am I SERIOUSLY that dumb

of course there is a tea diet..... i think I shall just go curl up and get into bed now......

STUPID STUPID STUPID

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tired

lonely rampage

as much as my title may suggest I didn't get drunk by myself but I am sitting in bed by my lonesome...
H at the moment is downstairs most likely doing the dirty with TRON on the 7th floor who we are quite good friends with.... I kinda saw it coming when they kept denying it over and over about not liking each other, but when they made out I was like dude I already knew this was going to happen...
I wonder if they will regret this in the morning,.....
then my other friend AF whom I made in two of my classes is probs doing the dirty with my other friend who came up from my hometown to live in the same city I am...
oh and my friend Jewels is hooking up with ZB and well probs doing the nasty :S
gosh everyone is hooking up with everyone.... well except me, because no one wants me..... I am not skinny enough
Lets just say I am going to avoid food from today onwards and try and sort out my life...........
I will take a before photo soon and maybe upload it and then when I reach my goal I will take another to compare and contrast :D........
I bought some shoes tonight from asos.com
I am quite drunk
it is fun :D
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I am fat and lonely and I miss S and everything about him.... I really do want him back, but what is done is done and I can't really move home just for him, because I wanna be here and not in my shitty hometown.... which isn't so shitty....
now I am just rambling because I am lonely and miss you all, well whoever is reading this......
sigh
I miss thy bellas
xoxox

gAHHHH!

seriously....... can I not have a day after a fast when I don't binge on anything and everything?!!!! WTH

OK so starting tomorrow I am just not going to eat......... I am not going to eat until I pass out from hunger.
I hate being fat! I hate my fat folding over my jeans! I hate my legs rubbing together! AND I hate my arms spilling out of my shirt!!!
So if anyone wishes to join me, feel free to email me on purple_chick_undercover@hotmail.com
or just comment it is up to whoever is out there reading this :)

Uni sucks bad, and my room is messy...... actually my life fullstop is a mess....... need control!!!

Starting Over

OK since I finally have internet I am finally catching up (SLOWLY) on blogs :)

just need to catch up quicker 

Since its really my first day back at blogging, I have decided to start it with a two day water fast which I may even make 3 if I am really up for a challenge... Since I have started University/Collage, I am pretty sure I have put on a ton of weight.... and I don't think it helps that I don't have scales to go by... :S so really I am going to be exercising and eating much less, and then when I go home in the mid semester break in three weeks I will weigh myself and jump for joy at my beautiful weightloss :) -which it will be because I am going to have a list of foods that are forbidden ie: noodles!!

When I left home on Feb12th I was a "healthy" weight of 147.3lbs........ and when I get home on the April 16th I will be under 140lbs and be getting thinner and thinner.... I want this space between my thighs.... I hate it when I wear clothes and I can feel the two of them rubbing together!!!!

Well I must be off time for me to get ready for work :)
ciao bellas xxxx

Internet!!!!

OMG it has been so long without internet...... I have seriously been going crazy without it and without being able to read your blogs!!!! OH how I have missed it!!!!

Anyways.... hopefully I can catch up on a months worth of blogs!!!!!!!!

So the past month has consited of eating, not eating, exercising, not exercising, binging, and lot of stress from uni.... always fun!!!
I am going to start blogging hopefully once a day :)

missed you lovely girls xxx