Day Twenty

Do you binge? How often? And what triggers it?
No I never binge lies!!! I binge all the freaking time. Like I said I don't binge! Yes, Yes I do.... about one or two times a week... and I don't even purge it up.... and its not a one off, its like the whole day! Nothing triggers my binges, honestly I don't have a problem... it's normally when I am bored.... I need laxatives... I don't want to purge.... I don't like purging... but I work in a supermarket, that defs is triggering.


30mins of exercise a day is going great!!!! Haven't done today's just yet.... going to do 2 hours before I go to sleep.......... I ate TWO yes TWO packets of migoreng.... don't want to talk about it. Not just that I ate 8 kiwifruit, and a bowl of cereal!!!! UGH so fat
Can't eat tomorrow. Or Monday, Tuesday. Or Wednesday.............. Definitely not Thursday or Friday..... So lets have it.... who wants to fast with me for 6days? Hmmmmm I need to fit into a dress by Saturday...... I can get into it now but not properly....

Fuck I hate my binges... because I always get to a good place with eating healthy and then BAM migorengafghancerealkiwifruit binge in my face! and then I don't want to eat for a week or a couple of days
buuuuut I am definitely going to do this liquid fast...... yeah only cup of soups two a day tops, green tea, more green tea, and more green tea, laxative tea, gum, water, starbucks passion tea....... Wow so much! and if I get hungry as a mother fucker, I can have a Tomato, or small Banana

Right Have to clean my room
xoxox