"Regina says everyone hates you because you're such a slut"

There is a boy in my bed

.... Again?

yes again

but this time I swear its has no other meaning behind it

well maybe 

but 

idk

I haven't made out with him. He is just a friend. And a friend of my ex. And he sleeps around. Is he good looking? YES! He can speak Spanish - fluently. BABE! but I don't know if I will go there..... yet.... I am a cock blocker - whatever that is.?.?.? I have been called that a few times.... mostly from my ex's friends.... not the one in my bed, but the ass wipe ones who I really would love to punch!!!! But yes the one in my bed walked in on S and that random SKANK! in the middle of the act, but he is more my friend than S' which is GOOOOD! 

I am sorry but this may be a little tmi but you can skip this paragraph if you want to buuuuuuuuuuuut.... I haven't gotten any since April. And atm any boy looks good. But I cannot have just any boy......... I have to see if I am worth the wait to them. This is what makes me a cock blocker.... 

so until then *sigh*

So I have a 700 business essay/question thing due tomorrow.... no wait in less than 24hours.... WOO! I have written 356 words. I can't write essays. I can't read readings. It is just BLECH! But I am getting some sort of test done sometime in the near future.

I am liquid fasting today

I have 3.... no scratch that 2 lift plus cans and a whole lot of cup of soups

its going to be great!!!

I love the bliss feeling of emptyness. 

So anyways I have been reading your blogs, I am just finding it hard to comment on them with all the stress from UNI but I promise (like I always do) but this time I will make time on the 25th August to the 10th september to read and comment since I am not going anywhere

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Love Ya'll (whoever reads this)

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