distractions

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well done me, day 2 of fast

nothing but liquid

a handful of popcorn

5 grapes

and an apple

this is through out the past two days

proud? I am for me because this is amazing for me

also yesterday burned about 200 cals

and today 450 cals :) and I am still going, planning on burning another 450 maybe 550 :)

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F I R S T: Well I am doing so well, I am soooooo proud of myself :)
Pure Bliss :)

So Today I got this new(ish) contraception - the Jaddel.  Pretty much meaning I dont have to worry about taking the Pill. Which really does suck, coz I always forget to take it on time. I really didnt wanna get it at first but now that I have I am quite happy because it means from now to about 6months I may have my period, but from then on I wont for 5 years!!! FANTASTIC!!! I really hate my period. It hurts, gives me bad skin and all around just plain sucks. Now I don't have to worry about it for 5 years :)

But you have to get a local to get it inserted into your arm..... kinda hurts. Got it done about 12hours ago, it still sorta hurts but its worth it

ALSO since it is a contraceptive, it is like 99.99999999999999999999% like ummmm accurate? Positive? Well pretty much it means you wont get pregnant, however, this doesn't mean you shouldn't use protection because of other things, its just there so it is more effective (OMG THATS THE WORD!!!)

Ooh I sound like my mum and my doctor hahaha sorry about the ramble about the Jaddel.

After I got that done, the boyf turned up and tried to squeeze me to death but failed because of the yelp I made in pain because he grabbed my sore arm to tight..... boys seriously have no clue.

other than those my day has been boring, except for my mother of a walk of an hour :)

L A T E R: So I today I ate nothing, I was empty, until I returned home from umpiring and mum had for me and the rest of my family chicken burgers. They were healthy ones. 

Chicken Breast

lettuce

tomato

beetroot

I ate one I am guessing 400 cals??? Maybe

so it puts me at a net total for today

-200

 because I went for another walk, and I also umpired giving me another 150cals down

so before mother made me eat I had

a beautiful

-600cal today

but now it is only -200

I am a little dissapointed 

but not

because now I have to extend my fast

OWEL! 

I dont really mind :)

SIT UPS TONIGHT :) 

500 should do riiiight? 

lol jk I wont get to 500

more like 50 - 100 

fuck I am lazy

ahhhhh now thats why I got fat in the first place

Ciao Bellas

I love all 22 of you xxx